Hey guys.
If you guys known me for a while or know me well, I really don't take rejection well.
I don't burst out at people for ignoring me or saying no, but it really hits hard.
and when i'm like this, I overthink and I panic and it can lead to anxiety attacks.
But this is all on the internet, I shouldn't care but I just get so close to people on the internet and it hits me just like a person irl.
And i'm in a bad state of mind. Like I almost want to just quit. Because it really hurts to be rejected by the people you consider your friends.
and they hardly talk to you anymore.
So, i'm thinking, i'm just gonna take a break.
and it really sucks how I feel this way, but really, I start panicking when I feel like people don't love or care about me anymore like did I do something??
but anyway.
I'm gonna take a break and just chill out for a bit. Idk if it's gonna be a while, or just a day. Maybe I need to just sleep on it. But honestly.
I'm just done.